?

Log in

tangerines? yessir. [entries|friends|calendar]
jessie

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[09 Dec 2007|08:31pm]
i miss reading so, so very much.
post comment

[20 Nov 2007|09:52pm]
1 more day of school until thanksgiving.
a whole friday dedicated to cookie making and coloring booking and movie watching and not babysittinging.
my birthday is in less than a month.
my spanish grade is less than acceptable.
pennisi's absences make the world a little happier.
i will laugh if mac is my bus driver tomorrow.
showers tickle my fancy.
i need to buy nate gummy worms.
and other christmas presents for a few folks.
i miss flip flops.
new flats.
runrunrun.
bosco breadsticks.
1 comment|post comment

simpkins [16 Jul 2007|09:02pm]
srsly, i think everyone should rejoin the whole eljay fad. hop back on the bandwagon and tally-ho! nobody likes a good rant-to-self like everybody. its true. everyone points and laughs at the nutters who talk to themselves, walking down the crowded streets of chicago carrying nothing but the handle of their stolen shopping carts from the local godknowswhat. you cant even carry the handle of a shopping cart. let your hands rest there peacefully, yes, but never carry. then youd quite literally have to be 15 feet tall at the very least, tall enough to get leverage to lift that puppy up like its one of those sequined handbags all the gals around the 'burbs have grown tired of, thank god.
harry potter does wonderous things, it seems. i go from being short-tempered, impatient, wanting to kill myself for not finishing all of my summer homework already to being a lady of faux-perfection. chill and laidback, both used very, very loosely. actually, all i really want to do is call nate to see if my phones up and running again, suck his soul for a little while whilst chatting about....well. probably about the fact that hey! my cell phones functional! pip pip! here here! cheers from the crowds below.
i want a spoonful of chocolate ice cream. its sitting in my freezer, unopened. well, unopened as of whenever i checked last. you can never be too sure in my house for very long. tragic, really. all i know is that i should probably take down the "LATE START" sign ive had on my door next to my sunkist poster since the last late start. im pretty sure my mother ignored it and woke me up anyways. le sigh.
id also love some sour gummi worms. maybe a hug or 5. tootsie pops. dem camel shoes. mm.



im going to fill my water pistol up one day and shoot random people. ill hide the gun real quicklike with my pantherlike reflexes. hot cha cha, yo ho ho and a bottle of rum!
3 comments|post comment

[04 Mar 2007|11:49pm]
a happy, happy one month to you, my dear boy. theres quite a bit to say about that whole deal, but ive said it all. and havent said it all. you know, you know. besos!
1 comment|post comment

[10 Feb 2007|12:28am]
youre a good man, charlie brown. cute, too.
post comment

"windshield! windshield!" [04 Feb 2007|06:37pm]
I never understood before
I never knew what love was for
My heart was broke, my head was sore
What a feeling

Tied up in ancient history
I didnt believe in destiny
I look up you're standing next to me
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, i don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine
And it's brighter than sunshine

I never saw it happening
I'd given up and given in
I just couldn't take the hurt again
What a feeling

I didn't have the strength to fight
Suddenly you seemed so right
Me and you
What a feeling

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun
It's brighter than the sun, sun, shine.

Love will remain a mystery
But give me your hand and you will see
Your heart is keeping time with me

What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
It's brighter than sunshine
Let the rain fall, I don't care
I'm yours and suddenly you're mine
Suddenly you're mine

brighter than sunshine has been stuck in my head since friday. and again yeaterday. and then today. oy.
im still giddy and smiley and lame.
theres so much to do, and i cant concentrate. why would i want to concentrate? i wouldnt.
i miss my free period for drivers ed. shitshitshit.
this paper is going to kill me, i think.
i desperately need a way to play my ipod in the car, because my mini is poop and so is the tape whatsitorother.
cider is wonderful. im sorry for spilling it on your coat. as things stick to it where the cider dried sticky, i hope you think of me and laugh at how spazzy and stupid i am.
boyboyboy!
school is stupid and useless, and i should have been as productive as i wanted to be on friday.
ahhhhnjfrkwoyvey.
hehe, love.
3 comments|post comment

[02 Feb 2007|10:42pm]
"i was as hard as a priest on a playground, you have no idea" "what?! WHAT?!"
my brother is dirty.
lets get coffee.
i hope it doesnt get icy.
i want to sleep.
my thighs are still pissed.
fartleks are my god.
my arm itches and i just bit my nails off.
i need to sleep.
breakfast is useless, but i like hash browns.
bah!
1 comment|post comment

[22 Jan 2007|01:50am]
Image provided by YourCoolProfile.com


way to throw me off, kid.
2 comments|post comment

[15 Jan 2007|11:44am]
i need the new semester to start asap.

i procrastinated all weekend, ive barely touched chem, let alone anything else. i dont know why i started there. im guarenteed a b for the semester anyways, why not work on something i may actually pass? because im an idiot, thats why. theres an FRQ in euro tomorrow, the written portion of spanish. i need the FRQ desperately, and yet i havent bothered to glance over reformation and renaissance things to write a decent paper. i know im going to end up bullshitting. i always do. it sounds intelligent with absolutely no factual basis behind anything i write. it makes phillips think and say "yeah, i guess you could think of it that way." yeah. i guess i could, now that you say so. spanish...pff. thats....la catrina....h'yeah. no. ill study for that in second. no more ed for drivers, anyway. i still have a couple sentences to write for my english project due tomorrow, and im fairly sure i suck at life when i go to sleep at a decent hour. why? because im a douche. i was a beast first quarter, too. second sucked after break. people need to stop giving quizzes right after, because seriously? i retain nothing. at all.
and now im addicted to say anything.
and i really should have called nate to get ice cream, even though we wouldnt have.
i sucK and friday is calling my name.
9 comments|post comment

[27 Dec 2006|07:29am]
its 5:50! what else is there to do but talk to sudo and stalk my livejournal? i dont think much else. i could do euro. im awake enough. except i dont want to. im kinda hot, though. and my stomach hurts, but i think im hungry. and i sort of have a headache. is that possible? to sort of have a headache? i dont know, but motion city is ace at 6 am without sleep. srsly. pronounced as such. i like capital H. its like sucKing with a capital K, but theres not a K involved to be capital. noiiice. i want to watch aqua teen. i got two more seasons for christmas. my father clearly loves me this year. baby ruths are good, too. but now i want water. i still want cinnamon raisin bread. and ive got a huge urge to go run. ill wait until the suns up. im excited. yay. i want to get back into shape so mac doesnt kill me. im fairly sure he will anyways, because i fraternized with his son on my birthday. no, we are not together. yes, i really do like banana splits, thank you for asking. run run run! lets run, sudo. im not tired. and its crazy. i want to read fight club, but if i read, itll be the euro book. or candide. shit, i should snag that. i cant do it online. its bad online, because all i do is everything but read what i should. i even start reading the new york times, and thats damn pathetic. i want to shower. i woke up too late to yesterday, so i decided to just clean my place of cleanliness, rather than get in it. so my showers clean. and then i went through my bookshelf and cleared that out. and i was supposed to vacuum, but i was cleaning my room and didnt feel like it, so im sure my momll kill me. thats okay. ill do it today. in a few hours. after i run and shower.
sudo, shut up. youre horny. dont even lie. da nile's not just a river in egypt, my friend.
my hair is ridiculously long. or just seems like it. i dont know, but the second is coming much too soon, and i have so much homework. i should have done it all last week instead of sleeping until 4 every day. thats okay, because today im going to fix my sleeping pattern and go to sleep at like...8 or something and wake up at a normal hour before noon. my bed is still made, i watched moulin rouge and good will hunting tonight, yay movies. 6 days left of break. 6. i dont know what im going to do when school rolls around again, because i have 2 b's i need to raise. chem isnt even very hard, and yet i suck. jeebus. i want my room to be cold. cooold cold cold. i like blankets, and i have a lot in my room.
yay layers.
this is my nursery rhyme.
i still want my bread and water. or tea. tea, preferably, but id make too much noise getting it. probably.
i love death from above 1979. so much. and something else that i forgotOH leo. i love leo.
"Despite the leisurely pace of your life right now, you will be extremely productive today. You will be getting an awful lot done, and the capper is that you'll have an awful lot of fun doing it -- whatever it is. Whether you're washing dishes, reorganizing your closet or vacuuming the house, you'll manage to fully enjoy the act of taking a mess and transforming it into something harmonious. Your enthusiasm will encourage other people to join in, too!" i really hope thats for today. and i hope we have coffee in the house. i want to get so much done today. ill be a workaholic. ill write until my writer's bump bleeds my own blood. ill read until my eyes fall out. there was a noise and its scary. njkfernjlw i dont like my neighbors. ill break their stupid house with stripes that are no more. 8 pages of study guide. 8! i should have started it before break started. goo.
this is much too long. i need to shut up. oy vey schmaela.
i cant swim in the silence of your SKIN! SKIN! PLEASE LET ME IN!
3 comments|post comment

[19 Dec 2006|03:09am]
i cant get into bright eyes. conor oberst is worse than chris carraba, and dashboards bad. a guilty pleasure, but whiny nonetheless. its true!
ive decided that theres nothing else id rather do in the world than get ice cream. honestly. but it has to be with exceptionally wonderful people, because otherwise id have to sit there and make it last for more than maybe 5 minutes. i want another banana split blizzard.
and my license.
and maybe a baby koala. or koala yummies, because those were fantastic. either way, id settle.
so this break thing is beautiful. it needs to get really, really cold. too cold to snow.
new years new years new years.
yogi needs to be dropkicked.
i think tea and smoothies and warm beverages should be the only 3 drinks served anywhere.
i really want a tangerine right now.
or a grapefruit.
watermelon sounds good too.
mmm yeah. hey you, lets hang.
6 comments|post comment

[12 Dec 2006|04:44pm]
im in love with possibility and the smell of pumpkin spice cuppaccinos from white hen.
and seriously, i dont know how people could say i dont have ADD. i just realized i stopped making my bed halfway into pulling the covers up. who does that? me. id take a picture, but nobody would believe me.
4 comments|post comment

[04 Dec 2006|09:13pm]
two more weeks, man. two. more. weeks. then im done with school for two more gracious weeks, and ill be 16 by that point and well on my way to sanity. ap euro is terrible. its not even that its boring. i will give the writers their credit, what with their corny jokes and such to make history more enticing. they deserve a pat on the back for their efforts. history just isnt my slice of pie.
i like the cold.
little kids are funny when they stand on porches with their skateboards and hoodies in 20 degree weather, asking their skater buddies to join.
apple turnovers are terrible. dont eat them.
how people get away with dressing up as elvis in vegas, i dont know. especially when theyre fat.
my gym class is still terrible.
my mom isnt letting me chillax for my birthday. "youre only 16 once." yes, i realize that. im also 2 and 15 and 27 once.
poor donger.
1 comment|post comment

[29 Oct 2006|12:54am]
i make excuses out the wazoo, and its pretty much killing me. it basically took .2 seconds to realize how true that was after i typed it.
aye chihuahua!
i love tiramisu and subs from the place across from the metro and running. i really do.
4 comments|post comment

[25 Oct 2006|02:04am]
since school ended, ive been sitting around, listening to the same song over and over again, hearing the same lyrics that make no sense whatsoever, and thinking. next month is thanksgiving, and i would give a lot of thanks for that break to come early. i wish i could fly to paris and sit under the eiffel tower with the biggest cup of pumpkin spice cuppaccino from white hen money can buy. with the marathon comes a whole new respect for the heated convenient stores in the chicagoland area.
what i wouldnt give, jessica sudo. what i wouldnt give.
9 comments|post comment

[02 Oct 2006|08:57pm]
why do i procrastinate so much. really. this is no good at all. im tired and sore and all i want to do is sleep, and i have a good page...or two left of euro. obviously that class is going to cause a few problems. i want my license. i want october 16th to come faster. the 2 pieces of gum i have left are pissing me off, because i dont want to take them out of the package, but the package is taking up 2 inches too much of space on my desk. if i could miss school and just sleep all day, i would, because soccer is gay. only homosexuals truly enjoy kicking balls around and carrying them in sacks on their back. my hoodie still needs to be sewn, and my knees and hips still suck. lets rave!
why do people talk about rainy days like theyre bad. i honestly dont understand that.
9 comments|post comment

[19 Sep 2006|08:16pm]
i pictured myself running into one of the low branches on a tree at hoover while we were doing finishes. i dont even know why. probably because i was quite close to it, and it was right there and such, and i laughed. you couldnt possibly tell me you wouldnt laugh if i hit my head on a low branch and totally fell backwards with nathaniels father either shaking his crutch at me or hobbling over, yelling. id laugh.
i dont like overly touchy boys one bit.
procrastination is no good. i wouldnt recommend it.
the only good pace is a suicide pace, and today looks like a good day to die.
4 comments|post comment

[02 Sep 2006|09:49pm]
okay, so heres the plan. im going to take my road trip to california ALONE, not tell anybody, come back a million times better with another aqua teen shirt thats ten times more amazing than the one i have now (if its even possible), and then....go to college. yeah. great plan.
ahhgetblah.
post comment

"when you get fingered, wheres it go up?" [27 Aug 2006|11:28pm]
so i was clearing out my sent box and i got to number 180 something, and it was to jessie. i got all curious and such, because im a very curious sort of girl, and what else do i find but 2 emails full of conversations she made me save. let me tell you, there are very few somethings more hilarious than some of those chats.
i have 4 pages of euro to do in 2 days. fuck fuck fuck.
why doesnt alec skate anymore?
i hope it thunderstorms mañana.
ive definitely sorted things out in that cabeza of mine.
weddings are nice when you get nice old ladies calling you kathy.
i finally know what id wish for if i had three wishes.
red nail polish looks better when its chipped.
my bladders about to explode, i need to make livs present, and im exhausted. those are all very problematic problems.
i definitely need to figure out how i should handle this ehh...on going semi-dilemma.
the me/jess/alec chat was truly touching. bahaha
i have birth stuck in my head, and im pretty sure ill fail all of those algebra tests we took that werent for a grade. what im going to do without natie or kreep, i have no idea. fail, probably. damn. that wont be good for business, i imagine.
i will kick you in the tights and you will go down. youre very top heavy.
post comment

these days are bittersweet: good times we cant repeat [14 Aug 2006|10:35pm]
so. i finished all of 3 questions today.
in. an. hour.
is there any particular reason why i feel quite delightful? no, there isnt.
gym first period again, those bastards. i swear to god man, if they do this to me again junior year, im going to have to go all kung fu on their asses. there are 8 periods throughout the day. 8. there were 7 others to choose from. "whatre the chances of me getting gym first period two years in a row?" i asked myself this morning. obviously very damn likely.
i suddenly have a growing list of things i need to do before the first day of school, including clean out from under my bed and buying various presents for various folk whose birthdays are all in pissin' september. why all their parents had to screw in december is beyond me. why not march, or february, or some other month?
HAH, i turn 16 in exactly 4 months.
3 comments|post comment

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]